A new chapter

As of the last time I wrote, there were still 21 days until we moved. Tomorrow is moving day! Did time fly or what? I've got mixed emotions about moving. I'm so happy to be starting a new life with Ben in our own home. I'm also sad to be leaving my Mom. I've been here since I was 4 years old. I know she won't be far, but I'm still going to miss her terribly. At least I work close and can come see her after work. Let's hope moving goes well tomorrow and the next few days!

15ish hours...

Change is in the air

It's been a while since I last wrote and so much has changed! When I last wrote in December I was still in "deep despair" over Ben being away at training in Texas. Luckily it was only the first week that went slow and horribly. The rest of the time went pretty fast and we were so excited to see each other in the end.

There is some awesome news I have:  Ben and I are moving in together! We didn't expect for things to happen so fast, but it did. We were only just talking a few weeks ago about how we thought that the beginning of next year would be a good time for us to move in together. About a month ago we started looking around at some apartments and found a good one very close to both of us. So we applied and got it and that is that! We move in May 1st, which happens to be our anniversary. In 21 days Ben and I will be roommates! We are both so excited it's unreal.

With all of this change I've been having so much anxiety. There is so much to do, so much packing left, more saving money to be done, will it all get done? Poor Ben has had an extreme change to his household which has caused us to make the move sooner rather then later. That situation is very bad, lets just say there is a new member of the family who is quite a cunt. It's like living in a hell! I'm so glad I never moved in last year when Ben asked me. I can barely stand being around the other two members of the house for even two minutes! I'm so thankful I'm so close to my Mom. She'd never push me out of the house or if I ever needed to come back she'd let me. Our relationship is so much different and I'm So thankful to have it. I think my moving out will bring us even closer. I know I'll miss her so much!

Another thing, I've lost more weight! I've lost a little over 30 pounds. It was closer to 40, but after being sick I gained some back. I'm glad I'm a size 8-10 now. I have to get back on the wagon though!! I'm off tomorrow so maybe I'll go for a nice long walk.


21 days...